Saturday, November 25, 2006
I wear a mask to hide me,
the real me.
I wear a mask to hide,
the person you don't wan't me to be.
You try to mold me like a statue for everyone to see.
You want me to be what you couldn't be.
You degrade the man inside of me.
You can't accept me for ME.
I hide me until I can't anymore, you see?
You push me to the point of insanity.
I have to destroy the man I turned out to be.
I have no choice but to leave, the mask can't
hide me for eternity.
I have to find peace.
Peace not for you but for me.
Taken from http://www.everypoet.net/xoops/modules/news/index.php?storytopic=5&storynum=25
She slammed the door. Yes, I did not tell her about the meeting with my father. Ii want to tell her later. It was all the big mistake. Big mistake. She is like the inclement of the weather nowadays.
Friday, November 24, 2006
This is my cousin, she's so cute lah! Came to my house yesterday. Adorable! She kept smiling and she likes to play with my laptop. haha
9:42 PM
Yes I got a new phone. Sony Ericsson w810i black. Great phone. Anyway if you want my new handphone number, email me or something. Thanks. I know, I know you like me and stuff, but I cannnot let go, of him. You know that. I am sorry. Thanks for being there for me. You do not have to wait.
Thank you.
Monday, November 20, 2006
Yes, I was working today at
Takashimaya. Saw Fiona
Xie buy 2
Chanel handbags I think. Well, with her shades and all, I must say that she's pretty well covered. Yeah, I was not feeling very good this morning. Got my eyes all red. Had a tiff with my mother again. I guess, relationships is not my thing. I wish, I could die with my grandmother, that would really make me happy.
Training later today! YES!
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Yes, I am down because I was worried. You did not reply , but apparently it did not get through your phone. Call me petty. Tell me something I do not know. Suprise me.
12:44 AM
I am so sick. Most probably, I have been thinking too much. I think I should stay away from the most dangerous feeling on earth. Love. Good night.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Loads of stuff turning me on and off. Netball is definitely turning me on and studies - off. Its definitely much more peaceful without my mother around. She just came back yesterday and today, we had a tiff again. GAWD. Oh well, I just have to excercise more to de-stress. I am looking forward to next Wednesday. :)
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Well, apparently, I did not get the job. Their priority was looking for those who can work on weekdays. Its okay to me anyway. Had training in the morning with Renegades (Netball club) and I did not feel well in the morning. Stomach cramps. Its only 4 rounds. Compared to last Wednesday(6+5rounds). Went to work after training, was at Metro Paragon. The night scenery(well if you call it a scenery) at Orchard Road is - well you know what. Off to sleep. Church later. BYE!
Monday, November 06, 2006
So there was training today. Aishah came! Yay! I hope she stays. :) I fell down YET AGAIN ! How clumsy can I GET?! I felt depressed. Why do I always fall, will I ever get up? Why am I always so clumsy? Its so destressing. Really. SIGH
Sunday, November 05, 2006
I went to get a new pair of sports shoes today. Went to some ulu place in Genting Lane. Got the Asics Netburner Magic at $96. They sell it in the market at $159. Oh well, even though it does not look very good, I like the support and comfort of the shoes. Work was alright. Not in a very good condition with my mother now. SIGH
Thursday, November 02, 2006
I realised, I like guys who can take care of themselves and know their hygiene. For example, brushing their teeth before bed, bathing and loads of others. I mean, COME ON! You would not want to have a girlfriend who is fat, smelly and with bad breath! I hate smokers too. ARGH!
