iBleach- Soul Generation of Music

Sunday, September 24, 2006

MY KNEE HURTS. People, Adam Khoo is a SCAM. BEWARE! If you want to know why, ask me when you meet me. :) I am going to sign up for Tony Buzan's programme. :D Well, off to study. BYE!

11:28 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006

My face is officially ruined. Need to go see a doctor tomorrow morning. Its not nice at all. I have some kind of rashes on it. :( Totally irks me. Next week its official! Training everyday. My knees! Please, be healed by monday. I really want someone to go watch Death Note with me. A guy probably. HAHA Yes, I am desperate! Okay, buh bye people!

11:51 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Did not really sleep during the stay at the chalet. Training today, I hurt my knees. That really sucks. The pus came out of the wound and its totally disguesting ( Jelynn, I know you love it. ) Need to buck up on my fitness. Supplementary paper's on next monday. Sigh. Grandmother's birthday on Saturday! Gonna celebrate after work. Hehe Well , post the chalet photos up next time. Ciao!

9:45 PM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

I have faith in the Lord. I have faith that I can see all my family members get saved. Especially my dear grandmother. I love her , but I love the Lord more. With faith, I will not have doubts. Wished that she will not get angry again. Wondering who is the she? My mother. Hope she will let me go for the chalet and stay overnight. Well, good night folks.

P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENNA AND WAN LING! :)

1:13 AM

Saturday, September 16, 2006

I miss those days when I received messages from you.

P.S I HATE FLU ARGH.

10:48 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

Today, after work, was walking to the bus queue. This guy was supposedly to be queing in the bus 969 queue. Instead he went to the bus 293 lane. I was walking towards him and he was walking towards me, so we you know, sort of gonna collide onto each other , but he stopped and let me go first, with a smile. After that I could not stop thinkingabout him throughout the train ride home. rofl. Good night people.
P.S, I failed one of my subjects. Consequence : take supplementary paper.

11:26 PM

Monday, September 11, 2006

This morning had netball training. The attendance for today's training was suprisingly low. About 10 turned up? Some did not turn up due to IMF/health reasons, which put Coach Vivian in a very bad mood. Well, she had a reasons. She gave me comments to make sure I work hard. She will go,
"Jenn! You're making zero effort!" "Push yourself!" "How can you wait for the ball to come to you?!"

She reprimanded the 10 of us. I feel that I need to work on myself more. :) Working tomorrow, as usual. Should I go to the gym after work? Hmm.
SOMEONE GET ME THIS SHIRT PLEASE :) I do not know if they ship in here.

Its from http://www.thinkgeek.com/tshirts/generic/5eb7/
Well, good night folks.

10:54 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

I am so sick of quarrelling with her. Why? What if my grandmother leaves, and the closest person left to me is her , and I still have to be with her till her death. Seriously, I am physically drained by all these stuff. 婆婆，我爱你！

11:34 PM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Did not went for netball training this morning. Totally shagged and worried about my grandmother. Did all the housework and told her to take care before I left for work. Worked at people's park. I am having problems with hokkien and teochew. The only dialect I know is Cantonese, which I use to converse with my dear grandmother everyday. <3 Well, business was not so bad, compared to Orchard Point. One of sales associates who met me for the first asked,

"Are you Chinese?"
Me, " Yes."

"You looked like an Eurasian! 好漂亮。"

Gah, all these responses are common, some even asked, " Are you a malay? " I will go, " erm.. hell no. " Okay I am not racist but, come on. Enough said. NETBALL ON MONDAY. YES. Weird dream I had yesterday night. It was really sweet. <3

11:46 PM

Friday, September 08, 2006

Today, boring day. Was waiting for my beloved grandmother to come back from China. She went to some kind of ulu island. When she came back, she was not feeling too good. She was aching all over. Her expression was indescribable. I told her to rest and then I went to the gym for another workout. Improvement again! I managed to pushed the limits. Tomorrow netball training in the morning then in the afternoon gonna go to People's Park for work. I have to miss tomorrow's EPL! How saddening. Liverpool vs Everton. Argh. Nothing seems to be right for me. Sigh.

9:49 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Feeling better today. I decided to move forward instead of me blaming the whole world. Been looking through the netball competitions dates, hope it does not clash with anything. Do not even know whether I will get selected to be in the team to represent Temasek.

Day 1 (09/10/06 Mon) : ITE vs TP 1800h Republic Polytechnic Sports Complex
Day 2 (11/10/06 Wed): NYP vs TP 1930h
Day 3 (13/10/06 Fri): RP vs TP 1800h
Day 4 (16/10/06 Mon) : SP vs TP 2100h
Day 5 (18/10/06 Wed) : TP vs NP 1800h

This is great, just great. 9pm game, wow. Sigh. Guess the motivation for me to improve is , beating RP. Gym session again tomorrow! And, OMFG. 16th to 18th I have got CAMP. WHY?!?!?!?!

9:28 PM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

I realised, its been God knows when since I stopped trusting people.

11:37 PM

I guess its just me
I guess its just myself
I guess its just me, myself and I.
Again.

11:27 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

The ache that surrounds my heart now is unbearable. Can someone just stab me?

8:55 PM

Saturday, September 02, 2006

I did something bad just now. Really bad.I made her mad. You guys do not have any idea what type of person I am. Seriously, I feel like stabbing myself now.

10:58 AM