Sunday, March 16, 2008
People say I have a angst problem which I admit that I do. I guess action speaks louder than words. I did not pray enough and I did not fast enough. Yet I yearn for people to know You. Dear God, what did we do to deserve your unfailing love for us, time after time we break Your heart. I have been wondering what's the purpose of me being where I am now when I am only hurting people whom I love. I sometime hate myself for doing it. I yearn for Your presence, I yearn for Your love, I yearn for Your voice, I yearn for Your warmth.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Its the holidays! I can finally play Silkroad at ease. I need to use these 2 months properly. Anyway, I think to sit down and think about my Overseas Internship. Thinking about leaving Temasek Polytechnic makes me feel, bitter. Thinking about leaving Singapore makes me feel, heavy-hearted. Guess where am I having internship? Malaysia. Yes Malaysia! I am not sure to be happy or disappointed at the country. My Course Manager said this, " Don't just look at the country, look at the company!" The company is Avaya. He said that it is a multi-national company. I checked up on it, yes it is a company from America. I thought a lot about this OSIP thing. I will miss my friends, church and my family too. Well, I am not even sure whether there will be an interview for me. Sigh. I am going off to emo. See ya'll.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
New sword! I bought Claire's sword from Comics Connection today. It costs $6.90. Not sure if it is really from Japan but I believe that most of CC's stuff are not from Japan anyway. I am happy I got it. I bought a book from Kinokuniya on Friday too. The Sword of Shannara by Terry Brooks. I want to see what a "master" he is in writing fantasy books. I am currently immense in reading it. I should stop playing MMORPG games now, till after my examinations.
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